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I’m sorry that sometimes I blame it on others when really it’s my own problem. I am so selfish. and darn emotions, I have no right to let them control me. and most of all, no matter how much I think I can or try, I can’t do it alone. I need God, for I am made strong in Him. Days like these are the ones when the Devil is laughing in my face, laughing at my insecurities, failures, and tears. Not only am I hurting myself, but people around me, people I care about and people that care about me. If I keep this up though, they might just leave. I end up ruining opportunity, precious precious opportunity, and I mess things up even more when I’m the one who wanted to fix things so badly.

Heavenly Father, may I be less and less, and You be more and more. Heal my heart and mend my flaws. Tear down these walls that I even have yet to uncover, and may I look towards You and only You, for the things of this world are breaking me bit by bit. Lord, I need you. Not only now, but for every moment of my life.

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Elyssa (pronounced like Eliza), 17. Feb 4, 1995. 4'11''. 951. CHS, class of '13. Jesus Christ and His unconditional love. My life is in His hands; surrendering my life to His will. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight" -Proverbs 3:5-6.

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